Friday, December 25, 2015

A YULETIDE FULL MOON IN CANCER, DECEMBER 25, 2015


Merry Christmas and a Happy Full Moon. For the first time since 1977 we have one in the sign of Cancer. We won't see another full moon on Christmas again until 2034. It is definitely a time astrologically to be with loved ones and express the joy of the season.

The Full Moon in Cancer shined it's light on us at 3:11am PDT Christmas Day. Cancer concerns itself with home and family with an added unexpected flavor due to Uranus stationing direct today. Couple that with being on the heels of the winter solstice and we are getting a boost to enhance our our lives this yuletide season. This is a time to nurture and be nurtured by those closest to us. 

Today is a day for unconditional love. As Cancer highlights home and family, revel in the joy which pervades the day. This is a time for forgiveness, reconciliation, and transforming relationships. Let the light of the season bring needed resolution and promise of redemption for the coming year.


Monday, December 21, 2015

The Dance of the Winter Solstice, December 21st


Today begins winter with the longest night of the year, universally celebrated as the Winter Solstice. Low light impacts us by decreasing our energy, making us moody, and craving bright clear warm skies. We acknowledge the power of darkness cannot totally dispel the light. A crease of longer light begins its journey, unwinding as each day lengthens.

"More evident from high latitudes, a hemisphere's winter solstice occurs on the shortest day and longest night of the year, when the sun's daily maximum elevation in the sky is at its lowest.The winter solstice itself lasts only a moment in time, so other terms are used for the day on which it occurs, such as "midwinter", or the "shortest day". It is often considered the "extreme of winter" (Dongzhiin the Chinese calendar). In meteorology, winter in the Northern Hemisphere spans the entire period of December through February. The seasonal significance of the winter solstice is in the reversal of the gradual lengthening of nights and shortening of days. The earliest sunset and latest sunrise dates differ from winter solstice, however, and these depend on latitude, due to the variation in the solar day throughout the year caused by the Earth's elliptical orbit (see earliest and latest sunrise and sunset).
Worldwide, interpretation of the event has varied across cultures, but many have held a recognition of rebirth, involving holidays, festivals, gatherings, rituals or other celebrations around that time." -Wikipedia
Here's to our predecessor of Christmas, the Winter Solstice. May you allow the
soft light of winter's shortest day fill you with loving expectation for the New 
Year. Happy 2016!


Sunday, December 20, 2015

JUROR #3


I was called Juror #3. Like most people, I had hoped some of the facts of my background would disqualify from jury duty but my fellow jury prospects had more baggage than an airplane. Along with twelve other jurors, I won this lottery and was selected foreperson because of my past trial experience. 

It was a circumstantial case involving a convicted felon who had been  arrested in a big narcotics raid for possession of crack cocaine, a loaded gun, and a box of ammunition. Initially I thought this to be a slam dunk case of not guilty due to overzealous narc squad wanting to bust a man who was most probably involved with distribution of drugs. All they got was a man with a loaded weapon and a gram of crack. Even though the defendant was previously caught doing illegal activities, I wanted to follow to follow the letter of the law and make the prosecutor convince me the evidence showed this beyond a reasonable doubt. 

For anyone who has not served on a jury, it is a daunting task. You are charged to sit in judgment of another person's life, deciding their fate. It is not like the legal shows one sees on TV. Conceptually, it is easy to think you can be fair but the gravity hits you when you are escorted to the jury room for deliberations. 

We had an good cross-section from our County of jurors who took their duty seriously. None of them walked in thinking or wanting this man to be guilty until everything had been dissected and carefully reviewed. I was elected foreperson due to my previous experience on a jury trial. All of my fellow jurors agreed with my proposed structure at how we can breakdown and discuss this case logically to more likely reach a unanimous verdict on all counts. It was of the utmost importance to me personally that each juror left there feeling their voice was heard and there opinion was crucial in reaching a consensus. This was this thoughtful jury who combed through every piece of evidence, reviewed the facts and discrepancies, and civilly discussed our conclusions as instructed by the judge according to law. Though I and another juror remained the most skeptical of the state's case was beyond a reasonable doubt case, when we had the testimony of a witness re-read back to us by the court reporter, my fellow juror and I discussed our shadow of a doubt suddenly was illuminated by refreshed testimony. The verdict was guilty.

This was my first guilty verdict trial. As I looked at the defendant and his family's dejected faces, I felt incredibly sad for all the suffering they had been through, especially for the elderly grandmother who raised him. Afterwards, I wondered about the story behind this story. At the very end, before we were dismissed, the judge advised us it would be best for us to lay this to rest and not explore this case further. I will never know the full story but believe twelve people did their best in determining a fair and impartial verdict. 

As I walked away, several jurors stopped to tell me what a good job I did as foreperson. This being their first trial, they thanked me for how thoughtful and adept I was at maneuvering them through the legal process to draw their own conclusions. They voiced being surprised that they felt more confidence in the judicial system after being part of it and were impressed that their participation was key. Knowing how seriously every one of the jurors took this responsibility, I share their confidence and believe the fundamental right to a fair trial by one's peers is the cornerstone of our democracy. It is a small price to pay to ensure justice for all.

Friday, December 11, 2015

A Lovely New Moon in Sagittarius


Today is the New Moon in Sagittarius, the sign most concerned with the philosophical purposefulness of our lives. Yesterday was a dreadful day astrologically which may have had us hitting rock bottom. But today is another story. We can take the lessons learned from bottoming out and apply them optimistically to venturing forward again. As we separate fact from fiction, our illusions give way to what is truly important allowing us envision a new path for overcoming our faulty perceptions and anxieties. The lunation in Sagittarius will give us the energy and focus to proceed clearly into what one politician described as the 'known unknowns'. There is no back button. We are able to move forward strategically, steering around the past that has been holding us back.

Inspiration and courage is the key to this New Moon. One way to break from the past is to liberate yourself by boldly putting yourself out there. This is a time for exploration and inventiveness. Try another route, place yourself in a new situation, and/or take a chance. Let your crown chakra open to flood you with sparkling ideas which can provide the needed optimism to create what really upholds your reality. Nothing is written in stone-use your flexibility to your advantage. Today things can begin anew. Go for it.

Thursday, November 26, 2015

Happy Thanksgiving



9 WAYS TO CULTIVATE GRATITUDE

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    Notice your day-to-day world from a point of gratitude and be amazed at all the goodness we take for granted. The video "A Good Day" from TEDxSF can get you in
    the right frame of mind.
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  3. 2
     
    Keep a gratitude journal. All it requires is noting one or more things you are grateful for on a daily basis. No fancy notebook, no computer program required.
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  5. 3
     
    If you identify something or someone with a negative trait (the cold conference room), switch it in your mind to a positive trait (the conference room with
    a great view).
  6. 4
     
    Gratitude requires humility, which the dictionary defines as "modest and respectful." Explore where it fits in your life. The article"Humility: A Quiet, Underappreciated Strength"is a good start.
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  8. 5
     
    Give at least one compliment daily. It can
    be to a person or it can
    be asking someone to share your appreciation
    of something else ("I love how quiet it is in the morning, don’t you?").
  9.  
  10. 6
     
    When you find yourself
    in a bad situation ask:
    What can I learn? When
    I look back on this, without emotion, what will I be grateful for?
  11. 7
     
    Vow to not complain, criticize, or gossip for 10 days. If you slip, rally your willpower and keep going. Notice the amount of energy you were spending on negative thoughts and actions.
  12.  
  13. 8
     
    Sound genuinely happy
    to hear from the people who call you on the phone. Whether the caller responds with surprise or delight, he’ll know you value speaking with him.
  14.  
  15. 9
     
    Become involved in a cause that is important
    to you. Donate money or time or talent. By joining in, you’ll gain greater appreciation for the organization, and it will appreciate you more, too.
-from Unstuck.com

Wednesday, November 25, 2015

A TUMULTUOUS FULL MOON IN GEMINI, NOVEMBER 25TH




"NovemberFull Beaver MoonFor both the colonists and the Algonquin tribes, this was the time to set beaver traps before the swamps froze, to ensure a supply of warm winter furs. This full Moon was also called the Frost Moon." -The Old Farmer's Almanac

Today the full moon in Gemini rains down its intensity upon us. What do you get with a airy duplicitous moon in a fiery sign like Sagittarius? Hot air coming from opposite directions. Expect this to be more of a frost full moon than a beaver one. The frost is represented by the cold thin sheath of our armored protectiveness being melted by warming air. Though running for the comfort of a den may be a smart move to handle the influences of this lunation, one cannot hide forever.

In keeping with the ongoing theme of transformation, the full moon in Gemini will confront us with the duality of our choices. Should you stay or should you leave? The winds of change are compelling us to put up or shut up. We won't be liking the pressure, but this full moon is acting as a catalyst for us to break free from the rut we decorated that is holding us back.

Another aspect of this process will be dealing with loss. Exemplified by the aftermath of the Paris terrorist attacks, we will be dealing with how we deal with sudden unexpected tragic loss, coming to terms with profound feelings of helplessness, and how we move forward constructively in spite of uncertainty and fear. We are experiencing the critical need to balance the assault on our psyche by creating integration, unity, and healthy bonds. The time is now.

Resist the urge to flee, look away, bury it, and pretend it doesn't matter. Emergent feelings are there to remind us of our humanity. Accepting them as a part of our healing will comfort us during the uncertainty of what lies ahead. Slow down, breathe, listen without judgment, and affirm that we will ultimately be led to greater equilibrium. Being of service to others is particularly important at this time. Let the Dr. Jekyll inside of you counterbalance the issues driving your Mr. Hyde shadow by demonstrating kindness, patience, and devotion. In turn, this positive energy will be restorative to a planet that is in desperate need of tenderness and compassion.






Tuesday, November 17, 2015

NOUS SOMMES PARIS



TO THOSE WHO LOST THEIR LIVES,
WE SHALL NOT FORGET YOU.

TO THOSE GRIEVING, 
WE SHALL OFFER YOU SOLACE.

TO THOSE INJURED,
WE SHALL TENDERLY CARE FOR YOU.

TO THOSE WHO NARROWLY ESCAPED,
WE SHALL COMFORT YOU.

TO A NATION WOUNDED BY SENSELESS TRAGEDY,
WE WILL STAND BY YOU.

NOUS SOMMES PARIS.




Sunday, November 8, 2015

THE 40TH ANNIVERSARY OF THE WRECK OF THE EDMUND FITZGERALD


"SS Edmund Fitzgerald was an American Great Lakes freighter that sank in a Lake Superior storm on November 10, 1975, with the loss of the entire crew of 29. When launched on June 7, 1958, she was the largest ship on North America's Great Lakes, and she remains the largest to have sunk there.

Carrying a full cargo of ore pellets with Captain Ernest M. McSorley in command, she embarked on her ill-fated voyage fromSuperior, Wisconsin, near Duluth, on the afternoon of November 9, 1975. En route to a steel mill near Detroit, Fitz joined a second freighter, SS Arthur M. Anderson. By the next day, the two ships were caught in a severe storm on Lake Superior, with near hurricane-force winds and waves up to 35 feet (11 m) high. Shortly after 7:10 p.m., Fitzgerald suddenly sank in Canadian waters 530 feet (160 m) deep, about 17 miles (15 nautical miles; 27 kilometers) from Whitefish Bay near the twin cities of Sault Ste. Marie, Michigan, and Sault Ste. Marie, Ontario—a distance Fitzgerald could have covered in two hours at her top speed. Although Fitzgerald had reported being in difficulty earlier, no distress signals were sent before she sank; Captain McSorley's last message to Anderson said, "We are holding our own." Her crew of 29 perished, and no bodies were recovered." -Wikipedia


The Wreck Of The Edmund Fitzgerald Lyrics

The legend lives on from the Chippewa on down
Of the big lake they called 'Gitche Gumee'
The lake, it is said, never gives up her dead
When the skies of November turn gloomy
With a load of iron ore twenty-six thousand tons more
Than the Edmund Fitzgerald weighed empty.
That good ship and crew was a bone to be chewed
When the gales of November came early.

The ship was the pride of the American side
Coming back from some mill in Wisconsin
As the big freighters go, it was bigger than most
With a crew and good captain well seasoned
Concluding some terms with a couple of steel firms
When they left fully loaded for Cleveland
And later that night when the ship's bell rang
Could it be the north wind they'd been feelin'?

The wind in the wires made a tattle-tale sound
And a wave broke over the railing
And every man knew, as the captain did too,
T'was the witch of November come stealin'.
The dawn came late and the breakfast had to wait
When the Gales of November came slashin'.
When afternoon came it was freezin' rain
In the face of a hurricane west wind.

When suppertime came, the old cook came on deck sayin'.
Fellas, it's too rough to feed ya.
At seven p.m. a main hatchway caved in, he said
Fellas, it's been good t'know ya
The captain wired in he had water comin' in
And the good ship and crew was in peril.
And later that night when his lights went outta sight
Came the wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald.

Does any one know where the love of God goes
When the waves turn the minutes to hours?
The searches all say they'd have made Whitefish Bay
If they'd put fifteen more miles behind her.
They might have split up or they might have capsized;
May have broke deep and took water.
And all that remains is the faces and the names
Of the wives and the sons and the daughters.

Lake Huron rolls, Superior sings
In the rooms of her ice-water mansion.
Old Michigan steams like a young man's dreams;
The islands and bays are for sportsmen.
And farther below Lake Ontario
Takes in what Lake Erie can send her,
And the iron boats go as the mariners all know
With the Gales of November remembered.

In a musty old hall in Detroit they prayed,
In the Maritime Sailors' Cathedral.
The church bell chimed till it rang twenty-nine times
For each man on the Edmund Fitzgerald.
The legend lives on from the Chippewa on down
Of the big lake they call 'Gitche Gumee'.
Superior, they said, never gives up her dead
When the gales of November come early!
Songwriters: LIGHTFOOT, GORDON
The Wreck Of The Edmund Fitzgerald lyrics © Moose Music Ltd.

In memory of the lives lost on this day forty years ago on Lake Superior.




Tuesday, November 3, 2015

Guy Fawkes Day: Remember, Remember the 5th of November



"Guy Fawkes Night, also known as Guy Fawkes DayBonfire Night and Firework Night, is an annual commemoration observed on 5 November, primarily in Great Britain. Its history begins with the events of 5 November 1605, when Guy Fawkes, a member of the Gunpowder Plot, was arrested while guarding explosives the plotters had placed beneath the House of Lords. Celebrating the fact that King James I had survived the attempt on his life, people lit bonfires around London, and months later the introduction of the Observance of 5th November Actenforced an annual public day of thanksgiving for the plot's failure.

Don't you Remember,
The Fifth of November,
'Twas Gunpowder Treason Day,
I let off my gun,
And made'em all run.
And Stole all their Bonfire away. (1742)"    -Wikipedia

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yMH1AimA72w

V for Vendeta
"V for Vendetta is a 2006 political thriller film directed by James McTeigue and written by the Wachowski Brothers, based on the 1988 Vertigo graphic novel of the same name by Alan Moore and David LloydHugo Weaving portrays V, an anarchist freedom fighter who attempts to ignite a revolution against the brutal neo-fascist regime that has subjugated the dystopian United Kingdom and exterminated its opponents in concentration camps. Natalie Portman plays Evey, a working-class girl caught up in V's mission, and Stephen Rea portrays the detective leading a desperate quest to stop V."  -Wikipedia


Monday, November 2, 2015

DAY OF THE DEAD-ALL SOULS DAY



"Day of the Dead or Dia de los Muertos is a series of commemorative days dedicated to those who have died. It is celebrated generally between Halloween, Oct. 31 through Nov. 2, and coincides with the Catholic holy days of All Saints (Nov. 1) and All Souls (Nov. 2).

Families often come together over this period and preparations can be made during the entire year leading up to the Day of the Dead. This is a solemn occasion, with few actual festivities. Instead, people visit and repair graves of their dearly departed. It is common to light candles, leave offerings of prepared foods, often a favorite meal, and to pray and play music. Private altars are built as focal points for small, private religious observances. Small parties, or wakes, can be held in conjunction with the holidays. Celebrations can sometimes take a humorous tone, particularly if the deceased relative was known to enjoy humor. Poems can be read and public morality plays are sometimes performed." -Catholic Online

Gone are the days we truly remember the dead. Oh sure, we have Memorial weekend but that's more associated with the start of the summer season than a time to honor those we've lost. Once the grieving of a loved one fades from memory, we tend to only remember them on significant holidays. This is what makes All Souls Day or the Day of the Dead unique.

Today is the special day we remember all of them, how they contributed to our lives, and how much we miss their presence. We are encouraged to light candles, say prayers, and leave offerings. Celebrating their lives gives our lives more meaning. Today we talk to them, release our sorrow, ask for and receive forgiveness, and let them know their lives meant something. This is a powerful day of healing for both the living and the dead. 

"Réquiem ætérnam dona ei Dómine; et lux perpétua lúceat ei. Requiéscat (Requiéscant) in pace. Amen."




Sunday, November 1, 2015

ALL SAINT'S DAY




"All Saints' Day was formally started by Pope Boniface IV, who consecrated the Parthenon at Rome to the Virgin Mary and all the Martyrs on May 13 in 609 AD. Boniface IV also established All Souls' Day, which follows All Saints.
The choice of the day may have been intended to co-opt the pagan holiday "Feast of the Lamures," a day which pagans used to placate the restless spirits of the dead.
The holy day was eventually established on November 1 by Pope Gregory III in the mid-eighth century as a day dedicated to the saints and their relics."  -Catholic Online

The day following Halloween is the Catholic feast of All Saint's Day. As a parochial school child, this meant the day after gorging myself silly on candy, I got the day off school. It did come with a price: it was a holy day of obligation, meaning going to mass was a requirement. In Catholicism, a day of fun is always followed by a day of repentance. 

The saints are big in Catholicism. We used to trade holy cards with their images like normal kids our age were trading baseball cards. The nuns and priests expounded endlessly on the moral lives of these religiously committed women and men as an example of pure Christian virtue. They glorified how they were beaten, raped, and horrifically persecuted for their beliefs. Being a martyr was a sure one way ticket to heaven. Who wouldn't want to be one?

Even though I am of a Buddhist persuasion, I have statues of my favorite saints in strategic places in my home. Why? Because they are examples of applying spiritual practices to daily life-something we don't see much of anymore. Another compelling reason is that the Catholics gave equal credit to its women saints. They were my role models. Joan of Arc, St. Clare, St. Francis, St. Therese are some of my favorites. They were not some spiritually enlightened geniuses but real people who courageously followed a visceral doctrine they felt would make the world a better place. 

Many of them were intuitively and psychically gifted. I have always found it amusing that if one received innate knowledge the Catholic Church approved of, you were a saint. If they didn't, you were demonic. A number of saints were initially vilified and victimized for having the hubris to say they were receiving communiques from God, Jesus, and the Virgin Mary. Today you'd be put on anti-psychotic drugs. 

Today we have few living saints. Fame, fortune, and beauty is what we are reinforced to worship. That is what makes this day a day to remember; we all carry a saintly side of us that can make the world a better place.

Happy All Saints Day!











Thursday, October 29, 2015

HOW I LOVE VAMPIRES!!!







HOW I LOVE GHOSTS!!!









HOW I LOVE WITCHES!!!




           
                                                                               
                                                                          


                                                                 
 


 


 



Saturday, October 24, 2015

THE FULL HARVEST MOON IN TAURUS, OCTOBER 27TH



"– Full Hunter’s Moon or Full Harvest Moon – October This full Moon is often referred to as the Full Hunter’s Moon, Blood Moon, or Sanguine Moon. Many moons ago, Native Americans named this bright moon for obvious reasons. The leaves are falling from trees, the deer are fattened, and it’s time to begin storing up meat for the long winter ahead. Because the fields were traditionally reaped in late September or early October, hunters could easily see fox and other animals that come out to glean from the fallen grains. Probably because of the threat of winter looming close, the Hunter’s Moon is generally accorded with special honor, historically serving as an important feast day in both Western Europe and among many Native American tribes." -The Farmer's Almanac

The Full Harvest Moon is Taurus on October 27th (5:05am PDT) is at perigee and zyzygy, making it the third Supermoon in a row. Appearing closer to the earth and larger, it will shine its lunar energy on matters concerning mystery and beauty. This is the night we dance with abandon, shed our inhibitions, and celebrate the earth's last harvest. Supermoons carry the astrological punch up to six months after the initial fireworks clear. Make no mistake about it, this orb is vacillating between shadow (Scorpio) and substance (Taurus). 

Being walloped with energetic moonbeams in these two opposing signs awakens volatility, as things below the surface emerge to be resolved. Both Taurus and Scorpio are known for their stubborn earth and water natures suggesting something emotionally that has been brewing for a long time is requiring a breakthrough, causing a breakdown, or is the final straw. 

Full Supermoons like this are a wake up call to dispense with the theatrics and move on. Anything could come out of the closet now: addictions, secrets, surprises, repressed behavior, etc. The shadowy side of Scorpio is highlighting what needs to be made manifest as the picture in the puzzle is calling to be completed and put away. Expect the unexpected over the next few days. It may not be good news but it is news we can use. However, with Taurus in the picture, one may get a dose of surprising thoughtfulness, tenderness, and comforting as a karmic reward. It may cause a re-thinking of a rigid position.

Taurus, the sign concerned with beauty, sensuality, and security is operating out of its shadow side. Being dazzled by appearances can make us forget about the substance we are really seeking. An impressive display may blind us to the fact we are blowing kisses to a figment of our own creation. Am I chasing shadows as a diversion from what I need to be focusing on instead? 

More than ever the light of this Taurus Full Supermoon is revealing suppressed feelings, unconscious desires, and the impediments along the way. Is it the mystery we find so charming or the charm we find so mysterious?

Happy Birthday Scorpios!




Thursday, October 8, 2015

The Grim Reality of the Political Workplace

Being at the end of my career life, I can honestly appreciate my retired friends telling me to get out as soon as I can. They tire of my irritability, frustration, and abject helplessness when discussing my workplace scenarios. The biggest mistake they tell me they made, was not leaving the workplace sooner.

I am not alone. Being in the first generation to see how the rise of technology has changed the work landscape, I can say it is looking abysmal. The focus is not on doing your best, contributing to something greater, or utilizing one's natural talents to transform the world. Instead, it is on metrics, documentation, and having the proof in the numbers. Diminishing are the days we receive or have time to give good service. We mere humans are being pushed out of the way in favor of more, more, more, with less, less, less. And technology is only one of the culprits.

How technology has eroded attitudes with management and its workforce is undeniable. Often our techno devices respond to the mounting schism in the workplace with carefully worded emails, terse texts, or the ubiquitous 'this is how it is' memos. Their is no dialogue, no consideration of  how eight hours at a terminal or in other confining spaces affect the body and mind. Yes, we are allowed to stretch and take breaks but in reality, how many actually do without being seen as goofing off?

Because I work in a windowless office that some genius painted storm gray, the majority of my coworkers have tested low in vitamin D, it is no surprise our building has high rates of breast and other cancers which correlates positively to low vitamin D levels. The irony is that we are a large public health building whose deluded director recently spent hundreds of thousands of dollars promoting living well. Everyday I see whitewashed happy faces of public health workers in posters around my building touting they are living well. Hate to say it, but that money would have been better spent putting in windows which bring vitamin D through sunshine (and some nicer color paint would help, too). Or maybe, just maybe we should be setting the example for good health in the workplace instead of launching a political campaign designed to promote our director as caring.

The most demoralizing aspect of this workplace is the rise of dysfunctional behavior accepted for normal. Nepotism, cronyism, and ethical violations are rampant. My boss has promoted all of her friends, even though they are totally inept, and she ends up covering for them by doing their work. Those of us that are competent, produce results, and have been lauded for our accomplishments make on average $6-8,000 less. Grieving did not help because higher management had covered up that my boss has been less than forthcoming about having a medical license required for her position. Incredibly, she did not get fired for this. Instead, her boss changed her job description and whited out the need for a license. Both have gone on to a bigger promotion and higher salaries. When these behaviors have been pointed out in numerous workplace surveys by our institution, they not only are ignored but everyone in management gets rewarded. And they wonder why we are so disgruntled.

Forget the internal whistle blower system companies installed to avoid political embarrassment by trying to get the lowdown on any ethical violations before it's leaked to the press. All it does is shore up the company's legal maneuvering when the shit hits the fan. They claim they are neutral but I have never seen anyone come through a whistle blower, even when it's supposedly confidential, without retribution.

I do not know the answer to all of this but I know I am glad I am exiting soon.